Mi Corazon Dió a Luz: Madre al Fin – Spanish Edition

Through my story, I cordially invite my readers to immerse themselves in my world, to let themselves be carried away by a feeling that comes from the depths of my heart, which inspires me to describe my life story from the moment of my birth, how I imagined life would be on this earthly plane, and how, when I came to live it, I became a being of the heart, sensitive and with a deep curiosity to know everything in life. I questioned my mom about sexuality, trying to get her to explain to me at my very young age, just ten years old, the how and why of the relationships between a man and a woman. I faced different illnesses and situations from a young age, which at times led me into deep depression, causing difficulties in my academic development and family life, without considering the consequences. One day, I decided to drop out of school, but over time I realized it was a mistake and returned to my professional studies.

I am sociable, active, athletic, and creative, with a genetic inheritance in the field of visual arts. Painting with oil helped me tremendously in a critical moment of my life, allowing me to move forward. I decided to marry at a very young age to the man I was deeply in love with. We met when I was truly just a child, and as I describe my story, you’ll realize my relentless pursuit of knowledge and the desire to define my life from my heart—the pure love of a mother, regardless of the environment, and the subtle way I embraced the story told to me when I was a child, never imagining that with such a strong desire to have boyfriends from my youth, always hopeful, I would eventually reach a magical but uncertain point of confronting my reality.

I was a child, and today I am still a woman eager to know everything, with a huge heart, full of life, and a constant desire that at one point became an obsession to be a mother. From my birth, I wanted to sense if it was time to shine and come into the world. Discover through my narrative how I will outline my intrinsic path, my deepest battles, and the joy of giving birth to my son—a crucial moment when my heart gave birth like an art conceived in a wonderful way, as only I could feel it with infinite love from the bottom of my heart and soul. The love for my son has illuminated my life, making me realize the true meaning of life.

My husband and I decided, at a decisive moment while going through a delicate health condition, not to conceive naturally. For more than thirty years, he has supported me, helping me move forward, despite the sad memory of a honeymoon that was cut short due to my condition. However, love has always guided me with a positive goal. With hope, we chose to be non-biological parents, with commitment, devotion, and a sublime dedication to care for and protect our son, who, by chance, came into my arms with a special condition—Asperger Syndrome and Autism. Life teaches us to accept our weaknesses and turn them into strengths.

My son became a warrior with a huge capacity and desire to move forward, fighting against the unfortunate reality of school bullying throughout his childhood—a sad reality we faced with courage, surrounded by our deep love as his parents. It is said that we are the architects of our own destiny, and it becomes clear to me as I try to describe passages that will make you reflect on creation and conception, the model each of us chooses for procreation.

I will try to convey with my words that we should never give up, that with love, anything is possible, and my wish for a happy and inclusive world for people with special abilities. LIVE AND LOVE INTENSELY. Faith moves mountains, and most importantly, never doubt your ability to love from the bottom of your HEART.